Eee tak malu kan..so excited ...bukan turn sweet 16 or even 21, but TWO times 21~! erks- that sounds so Old....
Yups Im 42.! If I think about it I AM middle aged, aren't I. If i go off at age 84 lar- which is a good age to go, I have no problem with that! (Ask me again when im actually 84).
Although I think about the end of my days a lot, and getting old a lot, I don't actually FEEL old. I mean, I feel as if I have JUST gotten married, and JUST started work . Which is why sometimes when I see all these grown people who can dress themselves and back answer me, and call themselves my children, I feel strangely surreal..ye ke they are my children? - (Either that, or I'm going senile allready!!)
Yeah, 42 is actually old. Dulu tengok drama atau baca magazines, you come across the age of someone and if it's over 40 you'd think- oh, takdalah muda..I pulak suka baca Mills and Boon, the heroine would be about early 2os and the hero would be a very mature 34. or mid 30. THIRTY! Phaww now I think- what did i know at 30? hehehehe sounds so young. My baby brother is now 30. He doesn't feel 30 to me.
What more do I want at age 42? I have nothing more to achieve in terms of career and life. (that could be because I didn't aim for very much ha ha) I have everything. I'm married to a good man who prays (penting tu) and have children who I love dearly . My parents and family are all here with me. I am well except for being about 200 kilo overweight. Apa lagi nak right....Alhamdulillah Ya Rabb god is great, I have been blessed. Now my main aim is to put the kids through university and also to go for hajj-- insyallah...let's start with registering - tak register register lagi ya rabbi.....ashik terlupaaaaaaa je..tu lar how?? OK MONDAY.
Today's plan yang I plan all by my sad self, is to have family dinner sat lagi, thank goodness lah ada Hilton's member card..dapat lar 50percent. Although I told my dad its free because otherwise he wont want to go one.. Plus we are getting a room at the KL Hilton to lepak afterwards (fuwahhh- nasib baik ada diskaun), Also I plan for my husband to give me roses ha ha ha! (My husband pulak has planned a golf morning with my brother from Ireland yang balik cuti - hah BOLEH PUN TUKAR your clinic schedule, husband!)
Ok you guys! Have a good day ! Live life like its your birthday! Celebrate! (or be reminded that you are old. whichever). He he he!