Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Eh hi there you

155 million views????? wow..

Let it go let it go...god this song is in my mind..could it be because my daughters keep singing it at the top of their voices?? or that Yaya loves to watch the multi language version? or that Sophia loves to play it on the piano? or that they like to watch the rewind version? the song is quite nice...I DONT CARE -WHAT THEY'RE GOING TO SAY...cheh wah feel good to sing that aloud

They are all  at home now, including Nadine. Today apparently is homework day. Finally! It's been tv and xbox so far.

No holiday plans kot this week. Although last Saturday we went to Kuantan- husband's school friend time dia kat UK tu came over from Portugal  for work, and we kidnapped him for the night. Original plan was to go to Perlis for a wedding of a relative on dad's side but because of this guy, tak jadi and jadi pi kuantan lak. A "short" 3 hour drive away to my favourite hotel - Hyatt. Took rooms in the ahem- Regency club yang sangat bestnya. Dapat free flowing coffee and juice etc etc and makan petang lagi. We all sampai kol 2 pagi cause we left really late that day, but to make up for it we stayed the next day till 6 kot. It was really fun although the other half did lose his specs in the sea (strong wave!) - again. I sat by the beach and mengelamun a lot.

Today macam takda mood lak nak kerja...why ah..maybe cause of the MH370...although people know lah...but to hear the PM put it into words - terkejut gak...it seems so final. What the heck did he say anyway- what the heck is "ended in the Indian ocean" ?? Crash ka. landing ka....

Of course the Chinese families are now going beserk...accusing us of murdering their relatives. My heart is breaking to see such grief. I hope the other families can console them.. depa pun sedeh gak takda teriak teriak macam banshee..ishh tak senonoh..pull yourself together ! Typically now we get "demands" to release info. So far we have hidden info, kata dia...Allooo kalau ada dah bagi dah lahaiiiiii...

When Najib's announcement came on, the husband was snoozing . I woke him up to tell him and he sat quietly , and he was sad...and I was surprised. He is rarely sad ...but it hit him hard. Rupanya husband I ni jiwang. told him today that I have yet to watch Titanic in full, and he has watched it twice.! He is still affected by the news .

Ok time to give up my job as a MAS analyst, ahaks! and get back to work.


Thursday, March 13, 2014


The plane's missing for how many days now- our hearts goes out to the family and friends of the passengers. Who expected the plane to go missing. I pray that they are still alive. I hope it is terrorism , and they are alive. 

Heart swells in pride at how our national leaders handle the piranhas . The first day questions were elementary. Then the foreign reporters come in and boy they might as well say YOU ARE A TERRORIST COUNTRY. MUSLIMS WILL BRING DOWN PLANES . YOU CANNOT RUN YOUR OWN COUNTRY. Such pointed questions. 

Just don't like that everyone who is everyone seems to be holding press conference- the head of army, navy, police, immigration. Of course I cannot comment lah. I am however officially in lurve with the MAS CEO, the DCA and goodness Hishamuddin. For their cool heads. I do wish though we can humban/hurl the shaman at the airport- into the sea. I'm sure they can find it faster . 

Anyway everyone is an expert these days.I dah malas nak baca FB

But I do pray that the passsengers and crew are safe...

Monday, March 03, 2014

Time after time...

Yesterday Nadine did not come home...she had a weekend course in Lenggeng to go to. We are slowly getting used to her not coming home due to her schedule. I am slowly getting used to the idea that my daughter is 19. erks. We miss you nadine!

Yesterday we visited my husband's aunt and uncle, grandparents for the third time - a very much awaited baby girl- The parents had waited for 7 years for this baby. I love the mommie, so nice and humble and self effacing. My kids were so excited to hold the baby and conversation came around to whether or  not we should have another one. The auntie said of course you can, since you are still young. (Young??) Then the uncle asked hubs how old are you and the hubs said 47. Silence for a heartbeat. I think anything that has 7 in it sounds so old kan. Like 27 is so close to 30- and 47 is so close to 50! I don't think, much though I'd like to have another baby, we should. Assuming baby will be born with no problems or challenges, by the time he or she is 10 we'll be in our 50s.  Can we still do the school run? heheh..

Oh well, I get these pangs everytime ada baby around-- biar betul!! 5 is more than enough..and we are blessed..so jangan dok gatai...kalau bored get a new hobby...

Anyway yes semalam we went for dinner - early celebration of my brother's birthday. He's 37 - SEE?? So old. We tried chefzubir's wangsagrill at wangsamelawati..it's not bad at all!! The chef's signature dish, baby lambshank- was good! My dad bising sebab they didn't serve the fish with a fish knife. hahah the look on the guy's face!

Nice to have everyone sitting for dinner. I was sitting smack in between my brothers, and all the sisters in law were huddled in one corner- why ah???

Sigh...felt sad as dad and mom now in their 70s...we talked about them moving to a safer neighbourhood and mom said for how long are we going to stay there...how much longer have we got...I dont think I can terima them going ...and I pun got how many more years on this earth...

Sigh sigh sigh...melancholic! Now let's make a baby lah, distracting sikit hahahahahha

Winter Sonata sure is different at 49 years old!

Believe it or not I am rewatching Winter Sonata.. ee geram betul I dengan si Yujin tu lah... she really was a wutz wasn't she? and...